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so late now.. yet i'm still awake.. lol.. 29/03/07 5pm STARTED
私が本当にあなたが好きである.　私が今回本気である.　私がやかましく催促する　長いことがどうなのか知っている　あなたの方への熱情が続く　私が永遠にであることを望む.　あなたが本当にマイルが好きである？　私がいつ自分にこの質問を尋ねようとも私の心が痛む。

now i am really trying to do my best in everthing, studies,friends,him and family.. i really hope i will be able to balance all the four well.. =)).. to my darlings: must tell mi if u guys got anything unhappy about mi or anything u disagree with mi.. must confront to mi..OKAYYS??
went to jp today with lin,vien jx and zl.. then zl and jx sent mi home.. and started to do all my HW.. and somehow started surfing the net.. (-_-ll).. had a great chat with zl jus now.. hmm.. he's been staying up late recently-- lol.. panda eyes is appearing le la..! hais too bad his com jus couldnt see my blog.. =((
i dunno, but i really felt petrified.. petrified about wat?? i dunno even know myself.. ludicrous rite?? hais.. pathetic mi.. am i adequeate for him? can i be able to pei my darlings? will i get good grade.. there seems more and more problems coming up, yet it seems so little time to solve and really consider about them.. wat can i do, then? i could only act being paranoid and continuing the life i had in the past then.. =)) i trust my determination..


sadded.. my freshimp schoolbag's colour seems fading.. (heart shattering)

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++Fish&Chips++
POP isnt fun at all.. so lame.. and it got nth to do with mi.. -_-ll.. kellie didnt come sch, and lin and vien got their uniform group marching thing.. so left mi alone.. luckily got jas and cindy to crap with mi..haha.. zl sit jus a few classes behind mi nia.. lol..peep on him quite a lot.. =X .. the whole POP thing is so lame till i dun even wan to elaborate...
thought i would be going home alone as i didnt made a proper meet up with my darlings.. but luckily saw lin outside the hall after we dismissed..went to JP to eat with my darlings.. saw those tini weni sec1s.. -_-.. acbc nia.. sec1 GOT NO CHIOBUS ma.. ppl then will take notice of u lo..i dun even see any chios cells in u at all..its nth big if some1 gets ur nos lo.. doesnt neither means he's interested in u or u are pretty.. later he prank call u then u know.. HAHAHAHAHAHA....
then went to ARENA.. COOL MAN.. my first time going there.. it isnt wat i really expected la.. pretty small and old.. that place is also quite deserted and isolated.. haha..
reach home at 5plus and zl called using his friend hp.. haha. chatted a little while lo.. recently he keep claiming he smokes(which is not true).. and want to see my sulking face.. LOL..

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++Fish&Chips++
i am not very happy today and ytd.. dunno la.. i really dunno wat have i done.. did i do anything wrong? can some kind souls tell mi? if i really offended anyone.. please tell mi cos i think i am really is not aware of anything.. and really telling mi.. cos i dun like being detest.. it felts very scary and lonely.. no one is perfect but i willinly will want to change for the better person.. okok?? =))

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++Fish&Chips++
i finally got the time to blog something.. really is a busy week.. have been rushing my HW these few days..
tml i will be baking cupcakes with my jiemeis.. we rarely get together like tt, other then in school... =)).. really very excited! is real fun being with them.. we fight and play together.. really getting worry a little wether we will be success this time.. i still can rem the last time we bake cookies.. we over cooked it.. it turn out very hard to bite BUT it really smells good.. lol..
really bless we coild have edible cupcakes tml!

heyy.. dun look down on mi ok? i may not be great before, but i am definitly improving.. i may be lazy and playful in the past and u all dun see mi as a threat.. but.. hello??.. times changes ok??
and i love my skin colour now.. a HEALTHY colour.. get a life man..

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++Fish&Chips++
i went SENTOSA today! i went with kellie rayne vivien zhilin jianxu and shi wei.. zl jx and mi reach a bit later at around 2++pm as i dun wanna get TOO tanned, zl and jx got heats early in the morning.. it isnt THAT sunny today...(phew)... we play in the shallow sea..we really had a few good ball games.. but i got quite a couples of cuts.. =((..lol.. im getting too violent nowadays..
it's really an enjoyable trip! i got a little tanned but i like it... i mean i like my skin colour now.. its tanned-ish and a bit redish.. lol.. it definely look healthy.. =)) and we saw a goodlooking couple on the sentosa bus, and they both are pulling long faces.. then zl and i demo them.. so funny.. i felt tt really play a lot today with him and jx sia.... they really like to li siao ppl.. -________-

we went vivo for dinner and then went to cityhall without zl and jx.. we soon went home as we are real exhausted already.. had a great chat with zl though the phone then i change MRT train to cck.. then theres this wimpish uncle keep staring my direction.. and that really gives mi a very uneasy feeling..eeeeeee.. my skin now got the shape of my sport bra..yeah!cool!

i know i may be quite kidish,sotong,careless,playful,annoyin,noisy,emo,lovesick at times but having you guys with mi.. i dun mind being like tt forever..cos with you guys around, i will not be petrified..<333

i was a little in a foul mood ytd.. cos i was really very bored..
tml i will need to attend school for maths workshop..my eyelid is getting heavier every min.. zzZZ.. tml zl will be going to genting..wish he had a safe and enjoyable trip!!



ke yi he ni zuo peng you de gan jue zhen hao!! =))

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yuppee!! i rebonded my hair!! its my first time rebonding my hair!! but it isnt very straight leii.. hmmm.. because i got quite a lot of spilt ends.. =(( sadded sia.. but over all, still okok la.. still kinda worth it.. cos it lokks longer than before.. and now i cant wash my hair for 3 days.. hmm.. i wonder will i go crazy sonner or later..
thanks for my dear vivien for acompany mi.. sitting around the salon for 5hrs like tt.. <333.. i love you!!
and we got first during our westwood running heats for the 4 x 100m relay.. really was kinda shock when i realise tt we were the first cos there was quite a lot of fast runners there.. i was worried i am inadequate compare to the rest of my team runners.. actually i am aware tt i run quite slow tt day.. i got catch up quickly and nearly got the second.. phew.. and the gap between tt runner and mi was quite huge at first then she catch up on mi very quickly.. =((.. sadded sia.. i old le la..
tuesday, my darlings and zl they all will be going to sentosa.. lol.. they will be tanning, not mi.. =)) i dun wanna get tanned but i wan to soak in the water leii.. hmmm.. HAHA

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I JUS DELETED MY LATEST FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT!!! so contented and proud of myself!! felt tt more and more weird ppl adding mi.. eeeeeee...
so i will not be playing Friendster anymore.. hmmm.. not at tis moment la.. so far.. those ppl who i know are like not 100% decent.. hmmm.. very dangerous worr.. hahaha..

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i feel much better now.. =) haha.. i get over it already...
went bugis on fri with kel to search birthday gift for KENGSIA.. we were planning to buy a shirt for him.. we had a great time gossiping and chatting.. hahaha.. then we went to zl hse to play.. haha.. his little brother is super active... i keeping pestering him asking him whether am i cute.. =p.. very pb la..i know.. but his little bro say my eyes is very black.. very scary (T_T).. sadded sia.. hahaha..
yesterday my daddy's friends came my hse.. and they left about 2am.. super bored man... all guys.. eeeee... lucky i got him to talk to and i could watch some movie tt i rented.. haha..
i rented 'TheCursedOfTheGoldenFlower' 'TheDevilWearsPrada' 'DeadOrAlive" and i felt tt only 'thedevilwearsprada is smth i cal it a movie.. thecursedofthegoldenflower horr..wa.. very kns lo.. i thought its going to be quite an exciting show..but turn out tt i dun even understand their story.. thought the mystery or the truth is going to be reveal at the end of the show.. but they dint.. (-__-) the show is also quite er xin.. i mean they kill ppl and so on.. is it NC16? hmmm.. the DeadOrAlive show also CMI... super lame lo.. fightfightfight... dotsss... the actors there also not charming.. hais.. wasted money on renting the two movies..
i am rebonding my hair this coming friday! i booked an appointment! hahahahaha..

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i cried AGAIN..
shity man.. i failed my chem test.. i studied for the test..and mrtan arranged the test papers from the highest to the lowest.. so ps lo.. and i cried during the bus home.. -_-lll.. shit mi..
i realised that i am flunking my studies recently.. i really duno y.. i listened in class.. i did all my homework everytime(well.. almost).. i thought i understood the content of the subject.. but it turn out so unexpectedly.. it's so absurd..
i really worked hard..i really dunno wat can i do.. i didnt score when i am listen in class? no logic lo.. hais.. i think it's time i have to do smth.. ask an expert? hmmm.. maybe... can some kind souls here help mi??
now my studies,love,familiy is going downwards man.. and i dunno how to control it.. but my friendship is still on the steady pace..=) i adores my friends!



''dun worry be happy. no pain no gain'' i will always encourage myself with these phrases..i will tell myself to be brave and always smile in every challenges coming up.. i can do it!!


happy birthday to kengsia! hmm.. getting more shuai each year huh?